Today is alonely day for me...
keep staring the laptop and typing in this blog...
even though i want to run away and hide...
i still can't do that...
because of my duty...
my life...
and because of my love...
feeling that i' am not belong here...
keep trying to keep my tears..
so that no one will know the pain i carry...

please...
take this pain...
this sorrow...
this tears that i have keep for many years...
keep telling everybody that i' am scared...
but no one hear it..
cause i' am only screaming in my heart...

to the day will come...
to the pain i have...
to the person i love...
to the world i' am standing...
please...
can't you heard my tears...